December302010

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2011? really?

it’s high time i did some internal spring cleaning.  i feel like a ticking time bomb with a mess of emotions, ideas, fears and hopes all tangled together, fighting to reach the surface.

i have so many unfinished journals, spanning my life as long as i’ve been able to write.  i write in spurts.  some weeks i will write pages upon pages.  then months or even years may go by without a single new sentence.  it’s therapeutic for me, and it always, always helps me sort out my thoughts.  however, i am now at a point where it seems that i have so much to get out, and there’s a lurking sense of urgency behind it all.  physically writing it out seems daunting.  i am aware that this sounds like pure laziness.  it might be on some level, but really i know that once i start writing - or typing - i won’t want to stop.  

thus… tumblr = my latest journal.